Race as A barrier in Love

Have you ever been in love with someone different race from you?

If you have,
well let me share my story with ya"ll

I've been in love with indians, malays, eurasians, and well i dunno...
people normally see's me as a player,
or in some simple term i heard from people,
they call me "flower Heart"

well i dont care what they say actually,
as i know my self that whenever i love some1
i always love them with all i got,
but what always happen is,
they will always leave for some one better,
which normally are the 1 who plays them in the end,

Well, people always question me,
CAlvin! why ur mixing with indian so much or malays,
well I'm just comfortable with them,
it's my nature so i don't really care what they think bout me,

Or maybe it is because of the fact that i dunno mandarin,
and normally chinese people will discriminate me,
while indians never do that altho i never understood tamil,
except for some famous line of course..

Well sometimes i feel like i'm an indian stuck in a chinese body,
well if i have to say well,
i do particulary have feelings for indian girls,
well currently i dunno maybe i am in love with an indian girl,
thats a question for you to think about,

well actually to me,
there is nothing wrong to be in love with a different race,
I mean whats wrong?
we're all human,
why put skin colour as a barrier when two soul are meant to be together,
i do believe in 1 Malaysia,
well in politik we might not see the truth of it,
but lets see around us,
at school,
well at least for me ,
in my class i do have awesome malay frens , and indian and chinese where we'll sing along everyday ,
 making havoc around school,
screaming our lungs out,
there is a good side of being multiculture,

but as much as i think this world is very multiculture,
but there are also few of my frens who are very racist,
they might not show it obviously but ya they are a few of them,

but people are people,
we can't change their perception towards skin colour,
so we just live wit it,

But well the end of the story is,
yeah i am in love,
With a different race or not,
SO WHAT?
My love is true...
and i never cheat on my lover,
i'm still recovering from my breakup this january...
so Yea.. stop asking me...
I am single since january...
END CASE

Sceptical me!

I tend to doubt people a lot....
like all the time.....
i have a bad time trusting people.....
but when i do....
i really trust them deep down...........

there are good and bads to that tho...
i gain frens and loose them by that very same way too.........

Anyway a lil update on me so far........
well, today finally i talk back to my fren pei chian after our arguement...
well things are back to normal i can say,

well as for the girl i was mentioning about last post,
well finally i got to know more about her and well she's not so my type i guess so...
CLOSE CHAPTER...


well i also gain closer with my annoying Friend named Kanch!...
GOSh! she is so crazy bout her imaginary Boyfriend  Mr. Roshan...
till she call her self Ms. Roshan....
LMAO!
but well that makes up almost most of my conversation with her tecnically just getting on her nerves...
well she's very nice to talk to...
Oh By the way i would like to congratulate her on her graduation today...
and also to all Bukit Kuda Gurls today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONGRATZZZ GURLS...


and well for me...
i'm still me...
still single........
Waiting for Ms.right!
altho sometimes i think i found her normally i end up not so......... Yeah!
screw that.....
Spm is jus a month away from now...
all thats on my mine is not the exams tho...
but rather on how i'm gonna enjoy after it!
it's good in a way tho........

well oh before i forgot...
i also finally talk to my long lost fren jayanthi....
things back to normal...

I guess thats it about me...
well for now at least...
More updates Next time!
Bye for now!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. Calvin 23/10/2010

LITTLE UPDATE

Hey people out there,
sorry i wasn't been posting much lately due to exams but ya here i am....
well a quick update bout whats going on in my petifull life,

Well a few weeks have past and i have gained new friends and also loose some not so my type of friend,
like people say , life is like a circle ,
you gain and you lost,
it's all chain reaction.....

Just got a devastating news from my friends....
a Good friend of mine Arvind had past away in a Car accident,
May he rest in peace in the hands of god,...

Well yesterday suddenly contact happen between me and someone I've been admiring for quite sometimes now,
so far all's good, her friends have hinted her today bout it,
and well , she made me said the truth,
i did!
and well things are just friends between us now,
all is cool, i guess it's not really a good time to start a relationship too,
since spm is jus 38 days ahead of us,
well time will tell if she's the one for me,
but for now we're very happy being friends,
it was unexpected tho, LMAO!

well yeah i also lost a very good friend of mine pei chian,
she doesn't seems to get what i'm saying and same goes to me,
well i guess we're both just destined to be not on the same page bout everything but as we know,
Opposite attracts.....
i hope someday we'll be friends again tho she's a nice friend to have,
some one who i can reli talk to...

well i also lost a friend of mine Ally,
well i guess my comment on her post offended her,
and i was insulted by her as well,
so Yeah! things didn't work out ,
and we're finished..
saddening tho she's such a great friend to me too...

well i guess thats for it now,
till i find time to post again soon,

Bye!

MY ART!

Hey people recently had just downloaded a cool app on my phone and these are some of the drawings I've been trying out using the software.. Do comment on my art work ok..