Wednesday, May 11, 2011 | By: Calvin-Emo-Rockz

Life as it is

Who would have thought university life could be this fun?
hanging out with friends till late night,
walking each other back home late night,
Skyp-ing each other till morning,
waking up half dead walking to classes,
Just to find out the class is canceled,
AWESOMENESS!!!

then life have been dramatic with people around me,
Some pairing up then breakup the next day,
Some cheating on their gf & bf so openly,
Some fell deep down in love just to see the 1 they love holding some other guys/girls hand,
Some found more attention and misuse them,
Some just wanna run away from these attention,
life is just. . .C O M P L I C A T I N G



Saturday, April 2, 2011 | By: Calvin-Emo-Rockz

GOne tOo SOon

It's been quite a while since you say goodbye,
leaving me cold and lonely,
shattered alone dead hearted in this cruel world,
you taught me how to love,
you taught me how to cry,
you make me say i love you,
you made me say goodbye,
all i ever did was loving you ,
all u felt was hurt,
maybe ur just blinded,
but i'm the 1 getting hurt!
</3
Tuesday, January 18, 2011 | By: Calvin-Emo-Rockz

My LIFE, My love, My Mom!

To the world...
I'm a nobody,
but someday ...
I'll be somebody..
I wanna be known worldwide...
I'll work my way to it...
No body said it'll be easy...
But everyone knows its not impossible....
My life for sure is blessed in many ways...
As i have a loving mother, who watch me out all day...
To the world i may be nobody now,
But like my mom have trusted me always...
I WILL BE SOMEBODY !!!
Mom i love you although i have never shown it...
You're my pillar of strength in my life,
As time past i know someday...
Mommy i'll look back and say i miss u always..
you made me stronger and realize that this world is no playground,
You taught me how to love and to never wound a girl's heart...
I love you always mom...
I will make you proud..
I'll rejoice your name in my success..
With grace and honour
As always u will be my only mom!
Tuesday, December 28, 2010 | By: Calvin-Emo-Rockz

Things that had changed after SPM!

HEy guys! sorry have not been updating my blog for a long time,
Well guess what i finally have a lil time to spare now while google-ing for potential college to further my studies..
So far so good, I know for sure I'll be doin I.T. stuff
Knew all along that i'm a tech freak or  Geek HAHAHAHA

Anyways here are some changes that had well...Ummmmm changed me in different ways..
1st of all the change that i'm most proud of is...
I DYED MY HAIR ALL BY MYSELF!! YIPEE!!
hahaha not like i never did it but never on my own hair lolx!

here are some pics of it...



so Moving on...

i also found the "1" for me ad as those who read my last post will know

Things been good and it'll get better i pray,
I'll pray everyday so that our relationship will last,
I know there is a reason god put me thru all the pain,
Its because god wanted to test me before god give me his most priceless gift,
HIS ANGEL DOWN TO ME!
As days have past with tears and joy,
my darling sayang make's me love her more and more,
Day by day our love grow like the tree,
Till it will come a day,
Our love will bring us together as a 1 flesh,
as life is full of Joy and misery,
Sayang I'll love you thru all of it truthfully,
Mistakes i've made i wish you'll forgive me,
Joys we shared will flow down in our memories,
Sayang your perfect in every way to me,
And i pray that you'll love me endlessly,
as the time we shared lingers always on my mind,
SAYANG, I LOVE YOU n Would you be mine?

Thursday, December 9, 2010 | By: Calvin-Emo-Rockz

FREEDOM!!!

YIPEE!!!


SPM is over YEah!


Finally after schooling for 11years,
Finally graduated and finished school life with great memories,
gonna miss all my friends, my enemies, my teachers, my interactors,
it's been 11years full of bitter sweet experience,
and now all have come to an end,
i'm so eager to step into the next chapter of my life,
but deep down i feel reluctant too in a way cauz,
life will be parting away,
golden friendship will fade,
=(

but anyway a little update on my self,
well i'm no more emo now altho my blog is still emo rockz,
its like my signature ad..
ppl call me Mr.Emo at times..
hahaha
Well yeah the best thing that had happen to me is now that i have some1 who loves me,
i'm finally ready to start love again,
she left me earlier once,
but then she came back,
and we're together now,
i just met her yesterday at Klang Parade,
Gosh she's so fine,
i feel like i am the luckiest guy in the world,
We just hang out had sum talk,
then there were "paparazi's chasing us snapping pics. *her friends
hahaha
 but it was a good time,
i love it when we hold hand,
i love it when she just simply there for me,
I was practically flying yesterday ahahaha,
we shared laughs and jokes,
she was tooo busy wit my phone tho but its so cute of her,
lolx..
i just simply Love the way she is with me,
She is not hiding me from the world,
I love her for that,

Well yesterday she mentioned bout my ex and all,
i admit i am so guilty,
but what she doesn't know is ,
Yesterday it self , she did so many things that i never did before with my ex,
my ex should be jealous now not her,
Yesterday was the 1st time i spend so much time alone with a girl i love,
it was also the 1st time a girl who is not afraid to show me that she loves me,
it was the 1st time a girl didnt call me by my name yesterday,
*oh i'm not telling u guys wat she call me hahaha
it's our secret!
lolx
but well i feel so safe with her,
i feel so alive,
For once i feel that i'm purely being love for who i am,,
for the 1st time i feel truely in love,
i looked back after yesterday, and realize what i had before was just a 1 way love,
Now i know she's the 1 for me,
altho we're of different race but yeah so?
nothing matters more to me than her love,
I LOVE HER!

she's one of a kind,
she's so fine,
God i thank you, for answering my prayers,
and all i ask for was a girl,
 but u gave me an angel,
Thank you god.
I know i"ll be with her for A LONG LONG TIME!

I LOVE YOU sayang...

if your reading this i just want you to know,
that i am so lucky to have you,
and i'll always love you no matter what,

<3 love you sayang..

RACE IS NO BARRIER WHEN ITS LOVE!
Thursday, December 2, 2010 | By: Calvin-Emo-Rockz

SPM is ending soon!

Yipee!
6 days more to total freedom!
SPM is gonna finish soon...
2 more papers to go and it's the sub i hate the most CHEMistrY
and the sub i LOVE the most BIo...
hope i can do my best for both..
so far all papers is quite ok... not as difficult as i thought it'll be but still today's physic was a killer indeed..
ALREADy did my best now just can hope for the best!
Saturday, November 27, 2010 | By: Calvin-Emo-Rockz

Sijil peperiksaan Malaysia

3 papers Gone....
7 to go....
3 weeks of suffering.....
3 months of Partying!