MY ruthless horrid life

I'm CALVIN,
my life is horrid,
people around me keep getting hurt, sick, and anything that is bad will happen to them.
but they are still my friends and they had always stood by me...
but not to forget,............
i also have back stabbers friends......
who doesn't right?
who knows one of them is probably reading this now........
but what to do.......
Humans are ugly......
normality are just boring to me........
if you wanna hang around with me,
MAke sure your not normal and you better amuse me quick cause i don't hang around much with those stupid shit people...
you think your life is rough?
think again!
i don't like people judging me, dont believe me you can try......
END of the STory.....
I AM ME,
YOU CAN"T CHANGE ME!!!!!!!!!!

My Fasting Experience!

Today , i woke up at around 4.48a.m.
went to the kitchen sneakingly had my "sahur" which was just simple Maggi mee...
Had a big Bottle of water.....
then went for shower and prepared to embrace my 1st day of "puasa" at school..

    Well....starting of the day was Quite the same, went into the class picking on my peeps...singing randomly... pretty much like everyday...

But after a while i began to feel the thirst...
So i Freaking just kept my mouth shut  cause damm it the thirst is killing me!

well , then my afternoon went on as usual, my malay friends kept asking again and again "hey Calvin, DAh buka puasa belum" ... damm annoyin people!
so i just ignore them cause my conscious is clear i know i am still fasting! *Pfft!
so well kept staring at the clock wondering how much time left before The whole fasting "thingi" over...
And man time passes so freaking slow when you fast seriously!
well but time past too....
so finally it came to the time.......
YES!!!!!!!
Buka time!!!!!!!
so just went to the Kitchen and technically....
emptied all the water bottles there and then started to dig my fridge for food...
finally my mom finished her cooking and i went and have my meal...
but to my surprise........
I EAT LESS THAN WHAT I NORMALLY EAT!
and I DON"T FREAKING KNOW WHY!!!!!!!!!!
so ya there goes my fasting experience,
kinda nice experience after all..
will be trying it again more frequently!

MY NEW BEST FRIEND!

I never meet any girl that can seriously make my day like u did..
I love the way we speak through the phone... 

Its so random,
YouR the most awesomenest girl i ever meet,
Even my old female frens at school wont talk to me like tat...
I guess tats life without boundaries...And...
I'm lovin it!

-Ally Lilith-

I aM wHo I aM

I am who I am ! 

Don't bother to Change Me!

I won't change anything for you........

EmO

Hi i'm Calvin..
If you haven't heard bout me, guess you better catch up..
I'm 17 years old...
a slim skinny guy,
Who doesn't Freaking care bout what you think of me,
because i love my self more than i love you!
I'm a guy who had once love somebody so much,
and have give her all i can but it wasn't enough for her,
hurtfull might that sounds but to make it worse ,
she said she wanted to pursue her studies and quit love,
GUESS WHAT?! she's with another guy now...
Well i don't give a damm bout tHat now....
I'm SINGLE now . . .
LIVING it,
LOVING it,
so you can follow up my blog page although i wont't be updating it daily,
but for sure WEEKLY !
I'm also a SINGER,
i sing, i write, and well i perform!
If your lucky enough, You might had seen me performed before...
and 1 Day...........
I'll bet you'll be seeing my name as a household name!

Calvin-EmO-rockz