Things that had changed after SPM!

HEy guys! sorry have not been updating my blog for a long time,
Well guess what i finally have a lil time to spare now while google-ing for potential college to further my studies..
So far so good, I know for sure I'll be doin I.T. stuff
Knew all along that i'm a tech freak or  Geek HAHAHAHA

Anyways here are some changes that had well...Ummmmm changed me in different ways..
1st of all the change that i'm most proud of is...
I DYED MY HAIR ALL BY MYSELF!! YIPEE!!
hahaha not like i never did it but never on my own hair lolx!

here are some pics of it...

so Moving on...

i also found the "1" for me ad as those who read my last post will know

Things been good and it'll get better i pray,

I'll pray everyday so that our relationship will last,

I know there is a reason god put me thru all the pain,

Its because god wanted to test me before god give me his most priceless gift,

HIS ANGEL DOWN TO ME!

As days have past with tears and joy,

my darling sayang make's me love her more and more,

Day by day our love grow like the tree,

Till it will come a day,

Our love will bring us together as a 1 flesh,

as life is full of Joy and misery,

Sayang I'll love you thru all of it truthfully,

Mistakes i've made i wish you'll forgive me,

Joys we shared will flow down in our memories,

Sayang your perfect in every way to me,

And i pray that you'll love me endlessly,

as the time we shared lingers always on my mind,

SAYANG, I LOVE YOU n Would you be mine?

FREEDOM!!!

YIPEE!!!


SPM is over YEah!


Finally after schooling for 11years,
Finally graduated and finished school life with great memories,
gonna miss all my friends, my enemies, my teachers, my interactors,
it's been 11years full of bitter sweet experience,
and now all have come to an end,
i'm so eager to step into the next chapter of my life,
but deep down i feel reluctant too in a way cauz,
life will be parting away,
golden friendship will fade,
=(

but anyway a little update on my self,
well i'm no more emo now altho my blog is still emo rockz,
its like my signature ad..
ppl call me Mr.Emo at times..
hahaha
Well yeah the best thing that had happen to me is now that i have some1 who loves me,
i'm finally ready to start love again,
she left me earlier once,
but then she came back,
and we're together now,
i just met her yesterday at Klang Parade,
Gosh she's so fine,
i feel like i am the luckiest guy in the world,
We just hang out had sum talk,
then there were "paparazi's chasing us snapping pics. *her friends
hahaha
 but it was a good time,
i love it when we hold hand,
i love it when she just simply there for me,
I was practically flying yesterday ahahaha,
we shared laughs and jokes,
she was tooo busy wit my phone tho but its so cute of her,
lolx..
i just simply Love the way she is with me,
She is not hiding me from the world,
I love her for that,

Well yesterday she mentioned bout my ex and all,
i admit i am so guilty,
but what she doesn't know is ,
Yesterday it self , she did so many things that i never did before with my ex,
my ex should be jealous now not her,
Yesterday was the 1st time i spend so much time alone with a girl i love,
it was also the 1st time a girl who is not afraid to show me that she loves me,
it was the 1st time a girl didnt call me by my name yesterday,
*oh i'm not telling u guys wat she call me hahaha
it's our secret!
lolx
but well i feel so safe with her,
i feel so alive,
For once i feel that i'm purely being love for who i am,,
for the 1st time i feel truely in love,
i looked back after yesterday, and realize what i had before was just a 1 way love,
Now i know she's the 1 for me,
altho we're of different race but yeah so?
nothing matters more to me than her love,
I LOVE HER!

she's one of a kind,
she's so fine,
God i thank you, for answering my prayers,
and all i ask for was a girl,
 but u gave me an angel,
Thank you god.
I know i"ll be with her for A LONG LONG TIME!

I LOVE YOU sayang...

if your reading this i just want you to know,
that i am so lucky to have you,
and i'll always love you no matter what,

<3 love you sayang..

RACE IS NO BARRIER WHEN ITS LOVE!

SPM is ending soon!

Yipee!
6 days more to total freedom!
SPM is gonna finish soon...
2 more papers to go and it's the sub i hate the most CHEMistrY
and the sub i LOVE the most BIo...
hope i can do my best for both..
so far all papers is quite ok... not as difficult as i thought it'll be but still today's physic was a killer indeed..
ALREADy did my best now just can hope for the best!

Sijil peperiksaan Malaysia

3 papers Gone....
7 to go....
3 weeks of suffering.....
3 months of Partying!

Graduated

GRADUATED!


Finally Graduated after Years of study and stuffs..


Glad that all the homeworks and teachers nagging are finally over..


Now it's all up to the last battle..


SPM...


but the sad thing is....


I'm gonna miss all my friends,
I'm gonna miss all the good & bad times i had wit them...




All the fights that had came across for the past 5 years of secondary school life,
It's sad that it all had finally came to an end....


I'm gonna miss all my teachers altho i did show temper at a few of them...


namely those i'm really gonna miss for the good reason and the bad are...


Pn.MAz my lovely english teacher... she's like my mom...
she's always there to hear out to our students gossip,
it almost felt like she's one of us,


Next will be, Miss Quai...
altho for the past 2 years there had been some bitter problems between us,
mainly because of my hair style but it's good on some aspect,
as i learned how to tolerate with "pressure" calmly,
I'm gonna miss everything she did for us....


Next i'll also miss my Class teacher,
the ever so lovely Cik Rosie ...
She's my moral teacher and she's always hanging out with us,
gossiping and i'll never forget her lovely smile...


Nevertheless my Sejarah teacher i'll totally remember his Fav line
"Guru yang Berpegalaman Dan Berwibawa " 
hahaha...encik Rosli ali


My add maths and jasmani teacher 
Mr.Leong Chatt Fatt
for his humour and his fav song he'll sing to us...
"You better start to practice add maths before IT"S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE"


and also my chemistry teacher, 
Pn.Azlin
Altho i never really do her homeworks but still she never gave up on me..
i believe that i'll score well for chemistry to repay back for her effort she gave me,


And then there is my bio teacher 
Pn. Chong..
I'll miss the way she'll push me because believe i can do good in bio,
Because of her effort i'M proud to say I LOVE BIO!


Not forgetting there is my ICT teacher Mr.Choo..
For the past 2 years he had taught me so much about it and now,
I'm sure i'll continue my studies in it field and be a succesfull it genius like 
Mr.Bill Gates *fingers crossed

And lastly how can i forget My Lovely Physic teacher Pn.ZAini

The cute little ever ready with her lovely smile and cute joke..

and i'll miss the way she'll stumbled upon her words at times..

ANd then i'll miss all my friends, juniors,interactors & Classmates

Yesterdays farewell party was the best i ever attend and i never knew all my classmates

were models as they all look so freakingly beautifull...

It have been a wonderfull 5 years of journey,

and i'll cherish all the memories forever..

I LOVE YOU ALL!

Thoughts of The Moment...

Hello people...

i know this is my second post of the day,

hahahahaha

CAuz I'm dead boring with life right now,

Totally dunno wat to do...

Hahaha....

Anyway, Hey Guess what people,

Today while i was going thru my Facebook,

I came across my cousin's FB,

so long i was tryinna find her but finally i found her in the most unexpected way of all,

LMAO!

Anyway yeah currently Catching up on stuffs and all,

So yeah life's good today i guess...

Well for my preparation for SpM on the other hand,

Well Mr.Chemistry i bet we're gonna have a hell of a great time this few weeks,

I wanna learn more bout yeah...

Anyway, Today's the eve of DEEPAVALI & also to my Punjabi Frens Diwali also tmr,

So yeah i designed Two Arts for all my indian readers and also Punjabi Readers..

so here is it people!

A picture speaks a thousand words...

 ; ) 

 

so tell me people nice?

hahaha

Anyway Today was talking on the phone with my fren,

Well couldn't stop laughing tho,

It's the most silly story i ever heard from a fren,

so yeah thanx for making my day Fren,

WEll i guess Thats all For me,

SO yeah Promote My page People!

LOVES!!!

BYe for now.. 

WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY LIFE?

What's wrong with my life?
Technically, Everything's wrong...
Well friends all Lying behind my back,
People I love just suddenly lost their feelings,
I dunno..
My Life's a mess...
And the best part is,
SPM is just around the corner,




I really need a get way soon,
Get out with someone i can talk to,
Just to get my mind back into track,

Will any one help???

Are you willing to???

Race as A barrier in Love

Have you ever been in love with someone different race from you?

If you have,
well let me share my story with ya"ll

I've been in love with indians, malays, eurasians, and well i dunno...
people normally see's me as a player,
or in some simple term i heard from people,
they call me "flower Heart"

well i dont care what they say actually,
as i know my self that whenever i love some1
i always love them with all i got,
but what always happen is,
they will always leave for some one better,
which normally are the 1 who plays them in the end,

Well, people always question me,
CAlvin! why ur mixing with indian so much or malays,
well I'm just comfortable with them,
it's my nature so i don't really care what they think bout me,

Or maybe it is because of the fact that i dunno mandarin,
and normally chinese people will discriminate me,
while indians never do that altho i never understood tamil,
except for some famous line of course..

Well sometimes i feel like i'm an indian stuck in a chinese body,
well if i have to say well,
i do particulary have feelings for indian girls,
well currently i dunno maybe i am in love with an indian girl,
thats a question for you to think about,

well actually to me,
there is nothing wrong to be in love with a different race,
I mean whats wrong?
we're all human,
why put skin colour as a barrier when two soul are meant to be together,
i do believe in 1 Malaysia,
well in politik we might not see the truth of it,
but lets see around us,
at school,
well at least for me ,
in my class i do have awesome malay frens , and indian and chinese where we'll sing along everyday ,
 making havoc around school,
screaming our lungs out,
there is a good side of being multiculture,

but as much as i think this world is very multiculture,
but there are also few of my frens who are very racist,
they might not show it obviously but ya they are a few of them,

but people are people,
we can't change their perception towards skin colour,
so we just live wit it,

But well the end of the story is,
yeah i am in love,
With a different race or not,
SO WHAT?
My love is true...
and i never cheat on my lover,
i'm still recovering from my breakup this january...
so Yea.. stop asking me...
I am single since january...
END CASE

Sceptical me!

I tend to doubt people a lot....
like all the time.....
i have a bad time trusting people.....
but when i do....
i really trust them deep down...........

there are good and bads to that tho...
i gain frens and loose them by that very same way too.........

Anyway a lil update on me so far........
well, today finally i talk back to my fren pei chian after our arguement...
well things are back to normal i can say,

well as for the girl i was mentioning about last post,
well finally i got to know more about her and well she's not so my type i guess so...
CLOSE CHAPTER...


well i also gain closer with my annoying Friend named Kanch!...
GOSh! she is so crazy bout her imaginary Boyfriend  Mr. Roshan...
till she call her self Ms. Roshan....
LMAO!
but well that makes up almost most of my conversation with her tecnically just getting on her nerves...
well she's very nice to talk to...
Oh By the way i would like to congratulate her on her graduation today...
and also to all Bukit Kuda Gurls today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CONGRATZZZ GURLS...


and well for me...
i'm still me...
still single........
Waiting for Ms.right!
altho sometimes i think i found her normally i end up not so......... Yeah!
screw that.....
Spm is jus a month away from now...
all thats on my mine is not the exams tho...
but rather on how i'm gonna enjoy after it!
it's good in a way tho........

well oh before i forgot...
i also finally talk to my long lost fren jayanthi....
things back to normal...

I guess thats it about me...
well for now at least...
More updates Next time!
Bye for now!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. Calvin 23/10/2010

LITTLE UPDATE

Hey people out there,
sorry i wasn't been posting much lately due to exams but ya here i am....
well a quick update bout whats going on in my petifull life,

Well a few weeks have past and i have gained new friends and also loose some not so my type of friend,
like people say , life is like a circle ,
you gain and you lost,
it's all chain reaction.....

Just got a devastating news from my friends....
a Good friend of mine Arvind had past away in a Car accident,
May he rest in peace in the hands of god,...

Well yesterday suddenly contact happen between me and someone I've been admiring for quite sometimes now,
so far all's good, her friends have hinted her today bout it,
and well , she made me said the truth,
i did!
and well things are just friends between us now,
all is cool, i guess it's not really a good time to start a relationship too,
since spm is jus 38 days ahead of us,
well time will tell if she's the one for me,
but for now we're very happy being friends,
it was unexpected tho, LMAO!

well yeah i also lost a very good friend of mine pei chian,
she doesn't seems to get what i'm saying and same goes to me,
well i guess we're both just destined to be not on the same page bout everything but as we know,
Opposite attracts.....
i hope someday we'll be friends again tho she's a nice friend to have,
some one who i can reli talk to...

well i also lost a friend of mine Ally,
well i guess my comment on her post offended her,
and i was insulted by her as well,
so Yeah! things didn't work out ,
and we're finished..
saddening tho she's such a great friend to me too...

well i guess thats for it now,
till i find time to post again soon,

Bye!

MY ART!

Hey people recently had just downloaded a cool app on my phone and these are some of the drawings I've been trying out using the software.. Do comment on my art work ok..

LOVE IS A JOURNEY!

What is Love,

it is a combination of pain, enjoyment, laughter, sorrow, insomnia, hurt, and much more.......

Love is for the good and the bad.......

I've been thru a very memorable relationship, and a very Hard breakup.....

Till today i'm still staying pessimistic towards the word love......

I thought i'll be strong enough to move on.....

but i failed....

'She' moved on soon enough.....

although i'm deep Down hurt to the Core

I'll Stay strong.......!

i know i will......

because....

Love is a Journey!

Gurmeet's and Jasdeep's Burfday party!

a little update.....
last sunday 05/09/2010.
there was a little party held for my sis birthday.....Gurmeet...
in conjuction with his brothes burfday the next day which is on the 06/09/2010
well,
i was the first to reach there...
so was helping jasdeep to decorate the house....
well everything were very well planned i will say.....
then all our buddy came and we started the party...
i was the photographer that day so you can check out the pictures of the party at this link below here ...
just click it and you'll be there in no time...
well the quality is not that good but acceptable i guess...
so ya i couldn't describe more of it...
so check out the pics... 
Because....


A PICTURE SPEAKS 


A THOUSAND WORDS


below is the link!


gurmeet's and jasdeep's burfday party!!

me and my new glasses..

There you have it, now i'm wearing glasses..........

don't even bother to tell me how suckish or nerdy i look,

cause i don't care what you think....

i'm loving the new me~!

love my glasses!

Song Lyrics

Song Lyrics

MY ruthless horrid life

I'm CALVIN,
my life is horrid,
people around me keep getting hurt, sick, and anything that is bad will happen to them.
but they are still my friends and they had always stood by me...
but not to forget,............
i also have back stabbers friends......
who doesn't right?
who knows one of them is probably reading this now........
but what to do.......
Humans are ugly......
normality are just boring to me........
if you wanna hang around with me,
MAke sure your not normal and you better amuse me quick cause i don't hang around much with those stupid shit people...
you think your life is rough?
think again!
i don't like people judging me, dont believe me you can try......
END of the STory.....
I AM ME,
YOU CAN"T CHANGE ME!!!!!!!!!!

My Fasting Experience!

Today , i woke up at around 4.48a.m.
went to the kitchen sneakingly had my "sahur" which was just simple Maggi mee...
Had a big Bottle of water.....
then went for shower and prepared to embrace my 1st day of "puasa" at school..

    Well....starting of the day was Quite the same, went into the class picking on my peeps...singing randomly... pretty much like everyday...

But after a while i began to feel the thirst...
So i Freaking just kept my mouth shut  cause damm it the thirst is killing me!

well , then my afternoon went on as usual, my malay friends kept asking again and again "hey Calvin, DAh buka puasa belum" ... damm annoyin people!
so i just ignore them cause my conscious is clear i know i am still fasting! *Pfft!
so well kept staring at the clock wondering how much time left before The whole fasting "thingi" over...
And man time passes so freaking slow when you fast seriously!
well but time past too....
so finally it came to the time.......
YES!!!!!!!
Buka time!!!!!!!
so just went to the Kitchen and technically....
emptied all the water bottles there and then started to dig my fridge for food...
finally my mom finished her cooking and i went and have my meal...
but to my surprise........
I EAT LESS THAN WHAT I NORMALLY EAT!
and I DON"T FREAKING KNOW WHY!!!!!!!!!!
so ya there goes my fasting experience,
kinda nice experience after all..
will be trying it again more frequently!

MY NEW BEST FRIEND!

I never meet any girl that can seriously make my day like u did..
I love the way we speak through the phone... 

Its so random,
YouR the most awesomenest girl i ever meet,
Even my old female frens at school wont talk to me like tat...
I guess tats life without boundaries...And...
I'm lovin it!

-Ally Lilith-

I aM wHo I aM

I am who I am ! 

Don't bother to Change Me!

I won't change anything for you........

EmO

Hi i'm Calvin..
If you haven't heard bout me, guess you better catch up..
I'm 17 years old...
a slim skinny guy,
Who doesn't Freaking care bout what you think of me,
because i love my self more than i love you!
I'm a guy who had once love somebody so much,
and have give her all i can but it wasn't enough for her,
hurtfull might that sounds but to make it worse ,
she said she wanted to pursue her studies and quit love,
GUESS WHAT?! she's with another guy now...
Well i don't give a damm bout tHat now....
I'm SINGLE now . . .
LIVING it,
LOVING it,
so you can follow up my blog page although i wont't be updating it daily,
but for sure WEEKLY !
I'm also a SINGER,
i sing, i write, and well i perform!
If your lucky enough, You might had seen me performed before...
and 1 Day...........
I'll bet you'll be seeing my name as a household name!

Calvin-EmO-rockz